how many times do i start over?

HI i have a disappeared from here

I know i have these spurts of being on here and then not

its really bad habits that i need to not be inconsistent

just general; notes that have done in the passed couple of months

traveled across country and came back

bought my first pair of REAL cowboy boots

recovered my sanity a little even though i can feel myself loose it again

FINALLY saw my family since december aside from my father

and bought waaaaaayyyyy to many shoes.