Ignored

He told me he loves me.

But I just ignored it.

Its meaning is different to different people coming from different people.

I ignored it not because I didn’t want to hear it. But its because i didn’t want him to see my face when he said it.

I know he loves me. But I dont know how or in what way.

Could it be the same way that I love him?

Or just because im there? Or in a familial sense?

Yes. I do love him. But I love him too much for my own good. I love him enough that I know I want him to be happy. Even if he doesn't love me in that way.

I’ll be okay though. Because I know what it’s like to be alone.